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assalamualaikum,

pernah jumpa orang yang bila kau cakap sesuatu,ada je benda berkaitan benda yang kau cakap tapi apa yang dia cakap tu kira macam 1 level higher dari apa yang kau cakap.senang cite nak jugak dia,nak menang jugak macamana pun.contoh kau kata da lama tak pegi melancong.then orang yang respon tu balas,'aku tiap2 bulan pegi melancong'..hurmmm...aku taktaula kot aku kot yang sensitip bobonar tapi ini sangat mengjengkelkan hatiku.walau apa pun yang terjadi kau nak jugak cakap something yang way better dari apa yang aku cakap.tak bolehke kalau kau balas, ' pegila Phuket,best...'  takpun suggest tempat2 best memandangkan kau dah pegi tiap2 bulan melancong..haa gitu..sebab aku rasa bila kau cakap kau pi melancong tiap2 bulan kau nak buktikan yang ko lagi bagus dari aku..sorry to say,aku emo dengan orang pesen gini..

haha ni cuma apa yang aku rasa.mungkin orang lain rasa benda ni biasa je tapi sebab bila orang yang sama setiap kali aku berkata2 mesti respons dia pasal benda yang sama tapi 1 level higherlah dari apa aku cakap,aku rasa macam nak cakap,ko ni annoying gila.what are you trying to prove?

*situasi bukan situasi sebenar.comtoh semata.

sekian.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri!

assalamualaikum,

this year's raya is completely different compared to the previous years because i am Mrs @ Puan Azhieeda.hihi..alhamdulillah Allah has given me the chance to be in the month of Ramadhan and to gain the best from it and also to celebrate Eid.however,i am not able to celebrate my first year of eid with my husband because he is now at the other side of the world.i should be sad but since there will be two months more to meet him,so there is nothing to worry or cry about it.remember,the best is yet to come,InsyaAllah.we can celebrate raya what in October.haha

there is nothing special during Eid for the grown ups except the joy of balik kampung,meeting siblings,giving duit raya and so forth.the term special is different for everyone.for me,it is special because i get to be with my family,even though i am living with my family but the feeling is special.hehe.the bonus part is having a new family;my family in law.

i am too lazy to write.till we meet again =)

the test

assalamualaikum,

it is hard to write because whenever you want to write something,it only revolves around yourself missing and thinking about your husband.that is true enough for me.i have lots to say and write here but by the time i want to start writing,all i think about is him. in this special month,Ramadhan,i wish i could break fast and go for tarawih prayer with him because this is our first Ramadhan together.however, we are together in a special way.being apart keep us very very close in terms of expressing our emotions.sometimes i feel that he is not in Lebanon.ok enough with the love is in the air,haha

even though we are not able to experience things that others do during Ramadhan and celebrating Eid together, i am thankful for Allah has given me the strength to endure this. i am blessed with great family and my family in law who are here for me and always try to cheer me up whenever i feel bad being alone.i do feel sad and jealous at the same time,seeing other couples going to and fro together.i wish i could be like them but the best is yet to come,insyaAllah.

if you get to see your husband every single day,it is a blessing.
if you get to see your husband once a week,you are a lucky wife.
if you get to see your husband once a month,you are a lucky wife too.
if you get to see your husband once a year,treasure every moment.

it's nothing,really.just want you to know that nothing's gonna change my love for you,iskandar.