selamat hari raya aidilfitri!

assalamualaikum,

this year's raya is completely different compared to the previous years because i am Mrs @ Puan Azhieeda.hihi..alhamdulillah Allah has given me the chance to be in the month of Ramadhan and to gain the best from it and also to celebrate Eid.however,i am not able to celebrate my first year of eid with my husband because he is now at the other side of the world.i should be sad but since there will be two months more to meet him,so there is nothing to worry or cry about it.remember,the best is yet to come,InsyaAllah.we can celebrate raya what in October.haha

there is nothing special during Eid for the grown ups except the joy of balik kampung,meeting siblings,giving duit raya and so forth.the term special is different for everyone.for me,it is special because i get to be with my family,even though i am living with my family but the feeling is special.hehe.the bonus part is having a new family;my family in law.

i am too lazy to write.till we meet again =)

the test

assalamualaikum,

it is hard to write because whenever you want to write something,it only revolves around yourself missing and thinking about your husband.that is true enough for me.i have lots to say and write here but by the time i want to start writing,all i think about is him. in this special month,Ramadhan,i wish i could break fast and go for tarawih prayer with him because this is our first Ramadhan together.however, we are together in a special way.being apart keep us very very close in terms of expressing our emotions.sometimes i feel that he is not in Lebanon.ok enough with the love is in the air,haha

even though we are not able to experience things that others do during Ramadhan and celebrating Eid together, i am thankful for Allah has given me the strength to endure this. i am blessed with great family and my family in law who are here for me and always try to cheer me up whenever i feel bad being alone.i do feel sad and jealous at the same time,seeing other couples going to and fro together.i wish i could be like them but the best is yet to come,insyaAllah.

if you get to see your husband every single day,it is a blessing.
if you get to see your husband once a week,you are a lucky wife.
if you get to see your husband once a month,you are a lucky wife too.
if you get to see your husband once a year,treasure every moment.

it's nothing,really.just want you to know that nothing's gonna change my love for you,iskandar.

BBM pun jadi

assalamualaikum..hello..hihi

di malam yang sunyi,aku sendiri,sudah taktau mau buat apa,nak tunggu iskandar tak tentu,kadang tu pukul 12 ke atas baru dia bbm..masa tu aku dah bermimpi ke Lubnan.ahaks! kalau mata aku ni agak tahan lasak,aku akan tunggu sampai doblas setengah.if not then you know why la..

okey nak ceritanya pasal BBM kan..mari kita singkatkan jangkamasa suami aku di luar negara kepada 2 semester.semester pertama dari bulan oktober 2012 - mei 2013.lebih satu sem tu tapi sebab mei waktu beliau pulang,maka kita kena jadikan satu sem.orait sem 1 sudah berjaya dilepasi.awal2 sem 1 tu agak teruja plus rinduuu yang maha hebat.setiap hari rasa nak communicate.BBM pun tak cukup.nak tengok muka,nak dengar suara,nak itu nak ini dsb.hah memang banyakla permintaannya.

untuk sem 2 ni kite BBM je.actually masa sem 1 dah kitorang ni BBM je sebab line internet kat lubnan tu sangat teruk.nak skype pun menyiksa jiwa.solusinya kalau rindu aku minta gamba je.then BBM.dua tu je yang buat aku tersenyum2 sebelum melelapkan mata.browsing through your photos.kadang happy  kadang banjir kalau datang masa2 drama tu.uhuk.aku kena kuat.kalau sem 1 aku mampu hadapi,sem 2 ni apatah lagi..tapinya sekarang ni aku rasa lama.aku nak suami aku balik sekarang jugak.kalaulah seminggu tu umpama sebulan,lagi 5 minggu lah lagi nak jumpa.ayat nak cairkan diri sendiri.

ok aku sebak.sobs.